From a forgotten sex tape to the public splits she’s endured, Khloé Kardashian pulled back the curtain on her personal life during an appearance on the “Call Her Daddy” podcast.
She didn’t divulge too many family secrets — there’s enough of that on The Kardashians — but Khloé did reveal that she and Kim Kardashian share a therapist. The Good American cofounder also got real about her past marriage to Lamar Odom and ex Tristan Thompson’s multiple cheating scandals.
“I think the worst part of that experience was how much I let down my younger sisters,” Khloé said of her ups and downs with Thompson during the episode, which was released on Wednesday, April 16. “I remember they were like, ‘He’s going to do this again, don’t stay with him.’ I don’t know exactly what was said, but I just remember the disappointment in them.”
She added, “I’ve always felt how much I’ve disappointed them by staying and doing that again.”
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Keep scrolling for the biggest revelations from Khloé’s “Call Her Daddy” appearance:
Inside Her Bedroom
Khloé shared that “we have vibrators” in her bedside drawer, but what’s more helpful is her marijuana pens.
“I don’t smoke weed recreationally, but I have weed pens to smoke to go to sleep,” she admitted. “I could never smoke and talk to you. … No, I’m nuts.”
Khloé continued, “I just smoke to go to sleep. I have a hard time sleeping.”
‘The Kardashians’ Payday
The reality star confirmed that rumors about the family’s Hulu paychecks are “true” — all the sisters are paid the same amount for The Kardashians. She also disclosed what the family will cut from certain episodes.
“It’s more vanity things that we would cut,” she explained. “Trust me, I would have cut way other s***. I’ve never cut anything crazy.”
A Hidden Sex Tape
In 2016, Khloé told Andy Cohen that she and Odom had recorded a sex tape — but now, she can’t remember the details.
“Maybe I do, I don’t even remember that. If I said that, then maybe,” Khloé said. “A lot happens every year. … I think it’s all coming back to me. I’m sure it was something we just did for ourselves, not to sell to somebody.”
Going Crazy on Lamar
During Khloé’s marriage to Odom, which lasted from 2009 to 2016, she recalled him “doing his thing” at a motel with another woman at 3 a.m.
“I saw in the window that [he] and this girl, they were either naked or she was in lingerie,” Khloé recalled. “I knocked on the door [and] they answered it, for some reason. I just started going ballistic.”
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She went to sister Kourtney Kardashian’s daughter Penelope’s birthday party with bloody knuckles the following day.
“It was a cowboy party,” she continued. “I just had bandanas wrapped around [my hand], I was on theme. I acted as if nothing ever happened, and I don’t think I ever said a thing.”
Tristan’s Cheating Scandals
News that Thompson cheated on Khloé infamously broke two days before she gave birth to their daughter, True, in April 2018. While they got back together after her birth, Khloé admitted that she “always had this guard up” with him.
“I never could fully trust him, or I never felt safe around him again,” she said. “There was something that I pushed to the side, and I don’t know why.”
Following his initial misstep, Thompson cheated on Khloé again in February 2019 when he kissed Kylie Jenner’s former friend Jordyn Woods.
“Maybe the second one hurt more because I lived with it for so much longer,” she admitted. “Maybe I’ve had more shame with the second scandal because I sort of knew it was going to happen again.”
Reconnecting With Lamar
Odom appeared on an episode of The Kardashians in February. What turned out to be a 20-minute scene was actually an “awkward” four-hour conversation between the exes.
“Lamar and I have so much history. To not talk to someone in almost 10 years, and then to be around them, and I didn’t know what to expect,” she said. “I sort of blacked out, and it was just my trauma taking over, and this was me in autopilot, and how many things either he did or said that were triggering me to the old Lamar.”
Khloé called her marriage to Odom “one of the best chapters of my life,” noting that there’s more work that needs to be done between them.
“I really do think it was the right person, wrong time,” she said. “I have so much love for Lamar and in every relationship that I have, like, I’m so grateful for them, even the worst of them.”
